about being annoyed. At the time that I wrote it, I couldn't quite put my finger on why I was so annoyed. But it was more than that, it was rejection, it was hurt, it was being able to feel the pain that's racing through my heart. I don't have any clever words or pictures to do what I'm feeling justice. So I found some quotes that I had written down a long time ago and I'm going to post them, hopefully this will make me feel better.

• emotional pain is just like physical pain, when your heart can't take it anymore you just go numb

• Sometimes it's easier to smile and pretend you're happy instead of trying to explain why you're not

• Unlike a wound to the flesh, a wound to the heart takes longer to heal. Sometimes it doesn't even heal at all

• You don't have to touch another girl to cheat on your girlfriend. Words are cheating too. Lying about it is even worse

• Trust issues are usually brought about by being with somebody that has honesty issues.

• if I meant so much to you, and you truly need me so much, why do you keep cutting me down and treating me like garbage?

• If you treat me like I don't matter, then don't be upset when I decide you don't matter

• You didn’t love her. You just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was good for your ego. Or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn’t love her, because you don’t destroy the person that you love.