*** I'm just trying to get what's in my head out somewhere***
I developed a very close friendship with someone I think the world of.
This person helped me realize a lot of meaningful things about myself. Valuable things, things I had been ignoring or scared of.
This person didn't judge me, they simply listened.... It was amazing and it was on a level I have never had before. In the same turn they shared with me... And when you share hopes, fears, and secrets with someone you can't help but feel extremely bonded with them.
Long story short...
It hurts to not talk anymore. I feel like something is missing from my day, from my life... it's sad. I have no right to ask for your time or attention, it's not my place to expect anything from you.
I wish I could be that important person to you
I wish you would let me be there for you
I wish this didn't hurt
I wish I didn't have to let it all go.
I wish you the best.
You are amazingly special to me.